Sunday, September 7, 2014

Are You Listening Universe!

Who knew things could change so drastically?  Five years ago I knew exactly who I was:  working married mom of two boys. 

I’m still working (rather win the lotto).  Garett walked out on me.  My boys no longer call me Mommy.  They are now 19 and 22.  Chance still lives with me (for the moment).  Mason has moved 6 hours away and is now married (Mandy) with a daughter of his own (Nora).  So I am a grandmother and I LOVE IT!
Other then my boys and Nora my life is shit.  It’s empty and I don’t know how to fill it with any meaning.  My home once filled with laughter is painfully quiet.
It blows!! 
After all the hurt, lies, depression; I am finally ready for love again. 
I don’t want to be alone anymore.  Are you listening, Universe?!  I want to share my life with someone.  I miss touching, being touched, being loved. 
My day can go as good as can be.  I may even share a laugh or two.  But each day ends the same…. My head on my pillow in a cold bed….alone. 

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