It's kinda late. I should be in bed. Had a long day.
Actually, it's been a really long week... few months. I don't know.
Kinda rambling as I'm a bit exhausted. These past few weeks have been a bit crazy busy. You know, I miss my boring days. I wonder if life will ever be peaceful and boring again.
I had a late night at work (conferences). I got to see a lot of people. People asking how things are going. Wish I had something great to tell people.... like a new love, job... lotto win... something GOOD. But nah, it's just the same shit.
I am feeling better though. That's actually BIG news as I've been really sick and sad for a long time. Tonight made me realize what my brother has been telling me for months - I need to get out of the house and start seeing people socially.
I'm a home body. I enjoy being at home...quiet, lazy days.
These walls hold my past. It was beautiful. It will always be back there to peek at every now and then.
But if I'm to have all my heart desires, I need to start picking myself up and moving on. Who knows, maybe I'll find a guy who loves being a home body too.... I just gotta LEAVE home to find him first.