I don’t know what’s going on or even when it happened.
Everything was great. I was happy with my little family. Our home was full of laughter and fun. Gman and I were happy. We have financial problems and yes, we’ve had our ups and downs but who doesn’t.
Now M has moved on and out. I know that’s what my birdies are supposed to do - I’ve been getting them ready for it since the day they were born.
C is ending another school year. He’ll be a junior next year, which only reminds me that he'll soon be moving on and out too.
Gman stopped wearing his wedding ring for awhile. Although, he’s back to wearing it, I still feel a distance between us.
We don’t spend ANY time together. I work. He works. Now that GOTR is over his softball season has begun. We don’t even watch the same stuff on TV. He parks it in front of the big screen watching American Idol, Glee, baseball, Rules of Engagement… I’m in the bedroom watching Survivor, Dancing with the Stars, Biggest Loser and Vampire Diaries…
He loves everything outdoors. Heat and humidity are my #1 migraine trigger.
He drinks. I can’t drink anymore – another migraine trigger.
I could go on and on but you get the idea.
Bottom line… What the hell happened?