Thursday, August 5, 2010

Gotta Start Somewhere

I've applied for a few jobs... no word yet.  I'm crossing my fingers but scared at the same time.  

I'm a creature of habit.  I don't like change.  I think that's because there was SO much change for me while growing much drama.  For me, standing still in a drama free life is fine with me.

I made the call to my doctor to discuss the Lap-Band.  I wasn't able to get in until September.  I just hope I don't change my mind by then.  

This isn't an "easy fix" for me.  In fact I'm really scared I'll die on the table.  I also know I have to do something.  I've had little success, losing 20 pounds but I give up when I don't see results quicker.  I can't say "maybe this will help".  It HAS to.

Wish me luck and say a prayer as more changes come my way.
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3 Friends Commented:

sherri said...

My prayers are being sent to you.... lots and lots of them!

BlondieBlueEyes said...

I avoid change. I like things to stay the same. I am considering some big changes too and it is SOO scary.

Good Luck you will be in my prayers too.

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