Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Crushes

The whole thing with Ed got me thinking of the guys who never knew how I felt about them.  Would I ever come clean with them?  I'm not sure how many crushes I've had but these are the ones that come to mind:

My very first crush was in the 5th grade - Josh.  I really don't remember much about Josh.  I just remember really liking him.  I've never told him he was my first crush.  As I look at his picture now it makes me smile, not because my heart goes pity pat (it doesn't) but because of that little girl inside me who thought he was just the cutest.
(btw, this picture is from 9th grd)

My first high school crush was Adam but I think he knows that.  (This pic is from 9th grd - about when I started crushing) When I was about 17 I told him a HUGE lie.  He asked if I was a virgin and I said no.  Why the hell would I lie?  {kicking myself}  I guess I just didn't want him to know I was the last virgin on earth.  (How stupid)  I'm too embarrassed to tell him what a dumb ass liar I was.

My last crush was Gman.  Reading about him in my old journal made me feel so giddy.  That crush turned into so much more and I thank God for that everyday.

So maybe someday I'll get to find out the other side of that Ed thing.  Maybe someday I'll tell those guys about my silly school girl crushes - but for the next few minutes I'll think of my newest crush.... yeah, that's Hugh Jackman {sigh}.


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Sandra said...

Yup, Hugh Jackman is a gooooood crush! Love your header...even the dog is male! That's funny!
I followed you over from Bloggy Mom's. I'll be back to see if you ever do confront your childhood crushes...I think it's safer and more fun to pretend we did :)

More Milestones said...

Thanks Sandra. For now I thnk I'll just pretend I told them and they responded by telling me I too was their first crush.
Yeah, I think I'll go with that. : )

Hannah said...

LOL, I love how you had pictures of them! I never told any of my crushes either. The only one who I ever made a move on was my husband LOL.

More Milestones said...

I scanned the pictures from a yearbook. : )
I was SO nervous around my husband I could barely speak.... now he can't get me to shut it.

Heather said...

Oh man, I remember little of my school day crushes, but even as a happily married woman, I am in love with Lost star Naveen Andrews!

http://images2.fanpop.com/images/photos/7100000/naveen-andrews-naveen-andrews-7128756-640-480.jpg

jeanhasbeenshopping said...

Crushes are sweet! This brought me back. :-)

jeanhasbeenshopping said...

Crushes are sweet! This brought me back. :-)

S.I.F. said...

Yep. Hugh Jackman does it for me!

Yummy!

Patty said...

That is funny. It has been many years since I have thought of my old crushes.

More Milestones said...

Looking at those pics takes me back to being a young girl... when anything could happen.